1 00:00:07,759 --> 00:00:07,749 [Music] 2 00:00:13,669 --> 00:00:11,270 hello and welcome to episode number 55 3 00:00:18,230 --> 00:00:13,679 of the point of convergence podcast 4 00:00:20,550 --> 00:00:18,240 as always i am your host exo academian 5 00:00:23,109 --> 00:00:20,560 in last week's episode we kicked off a 6 00:00:24,390 --> 00:00:23,119 discussion of a certain kind of alien 7 00:00:27,029 --> 00:00:24,400 interaction 8 00:00:28,950 --> 00:00:27,039 the kind well attested to in the ufo 9 00:00:30,870 --> 00:00:28,960 phenomenon literature 10 00:00:33,110 --> 00:00:30,880 where human beings are repeatedly 11 00:00:35,590 --> 00:00:33,120 interacted with by non-human 12 00:00:37,110 --> 00:00:35,600 intelligences and often from a very 13 00:00:39,670 --> 00:00:37,120 young age 14 00:00:42,389 --> 00:00:39,680 as time goes on that interaction often 15 00:00:44,310 --> 00:00:42,399 includes abduction that is 16 00:00:46,549 --> 00:00:44,320 the taking of these people from their 17 00:00:49,350 --> 00:00:46,559 homes up onto what appeared to be 18 00:00:50,790 --> 00:00:49,360 spacecraft either orbiting the earth in 19 00:00:53,110 --> 00:00:50,800 cloaked fashion 20 00:00:55,350 --> 00:00:53,120 or existing in some kind of hyperspace 21 00:00:57,350 --> 00:00:55,360 or alternate realm of reality 22 00:00:59,830 --> 00:00:57,360 where time and space seem to function 23 00:01:01,750 --> 00:00:59,840 differently 24 00:01:05,270 --> 00:01:01,760 that level of ontological shock that 25 00:01:06,789 --> 00:01:05,280 arises for these abductees contactees as 26 00:01:08,550 --> 00:01:06,799 we've said numerous times over the 27 00:01:10,469 --> 00:01:08,560 course of this podcast 28 00:01:12,710 --> 00:01:10,479 cannot be overstated 29 00:01:13,990 --> 00:01:12,720 these encounters shake these people to 30 00:01:15,670 --> 00:01:14,000 the core 31 00:01:18,149 --> 00:01:15,680 and that's true whether they ultimately 32 00:01:20,550 --> 00:01:18,159 come to see the experiences as positive 33 00:01:22,630 --> 00:01:20,560 negative or neutral 34 00:01:24,870 --> 00:01:22,640 these meetings whether you see them as 35 00:01:28,149 --> 00:01:24,880 intergalactic or interdimensional in 36 00:01:30,630 --> 00:01:28,159 nature or some combination of the two 37 00:01:31,590 --> 00:01:30,640 seem to very often include a biological 38 00:01:33,749 --> 00:01:31,600 element 39 00:01:36,630 --> 00:01:33,759 that is to say the people who are taken 40 00:01:38,870 --> 00:01:36,640 on board these craft remember having had 41 00:01:41,109 --> 00:01:38,880 various medical experiments and 42 00:01:42,950 --> 00:01:41,119 procedures done to them 43 00:01:45,590 --> 00:01:42,960 including the collecting of reproductive 44 00:01:48,870 --> 00:01:45,600 material that seems to be part of a vast 45 00:01:51,030 --> 00:01:48,880 hybridization program of some kind 46 00:01:53,270 --> 00:01:51,040 furthering this narrative all the more 47 00:01:55,350 --> 00:01:53,280 many of these experiences also report 48 00:01:58,230 --> 00:01:55,360 having had contact with some of these 49 00:02:00,550 --> 00:01:58,240 very hybrid beings including ones they 50 00:02:03,030 --> 00:02:00,560 are told and believed to be 51 00:02:05,429 --> 00:02:03,040 their very offspring 52 00:02:07,990 --> 00:02:05,439 the case of terry lovelace fits all the 53 00:02:10,070 --> 00:02:08,000 above criteria to a achieve 54 00:02:11,589 --> 00:02:10,080 this case is fascinating for several 55 00:02:14,150 --> 00:02:11,599 different reasons 56 00:02:15,990 --> 00:02:14,160 first because it is told by a person who 57 00:02:18,630 --> 00:02:16,000 has had a distinguished professional 58 00:02:21,990 --> 00:02:18,640 career and who seems to be credible in 59 00:02:23,910 --> 00:02:22,000 every measure one can reasonably apply 60 00:02:26,150 --> 00:02:23,920 secondly because terry lovelace's 61 00:02:28,949 --> 00:02:26,160 retelling of his experiences 62 00:02:31,509 --> 00:02:28,959 extending over an entire lifetime are so 63 00:02:33,830 --> 00:02:31,519 rich in vivid detail 64 00:02:37,030 --> 00:02:33,840 and thirdly because as i already 65 00:02:39,670 --> 00:02:37,040 mentioned this case is so typical of 66 00:02:42,390 --> 00:02:39,680 many such cases catalogued within the 67 00:02:44,150 --> 00:02:42,400 ufo phenomenon literature 68 00:02:46,309 --> 00:02:44,160 in last week's episode a point of 69 00:02:48,710 --> 00:02:46,319 convergence we discussed two key 70 00:02:51,589 --> 00:02:48,720 sequences of lovelace's lifelong 71 00:02:53,830 --> 00:02:51,599 encounters a window of time from his 72 00:02:56,150 --> 00:02:53,840 childhood when he encountered grey 73 00:02:57,830 --> 00:02:56,160 aliens he at the time 74 00:02:59,750 --> 00:02:57,840 called the monkey men 75 00:03:02,229 --> 00:02:59,760 and then a climactic event that occurred 76 00:03:04,309 --> 00:03:02,239 while he was a young man in the military 77 00:03:07,990 --> 00:03:04,319 where he and a close friend encountered 78 00:03:10,309 --> 00:03:08,000 a massive black triangle ufo craft while 79 00:03:12,550 --> 00:03:10,319 camping in a remote area 80 00:03:15,509 --> 00:03:12,560 this latter experience resulted in an 81 00:03:18,470 --> 00:03:15,519 abduction of both men and a subsequent 82 00:03:22,550 --> 00:03:18,480 interrogation by the air force upon 83 00:03:24,149 --> 00:03:22,560 their hasty return from that excursion 84 00:03:26,390 --> 00:03:24,159 this week we'll pick up right where we 85 00:03:28,949 --> 00:03:26,400 left off discussing the nature of that 86 00:03:31,509 --> 00:03:28,959 interrogation and what that suggested 87 00:03:32,869 --> 00:03:31,519 the military already knew about this 88 00:03:35,030 --> 00:03:32,879 phenomenon 89 00:03:37,270 --> 00:03:35,040 as well as details about lovelace's 90 00:03:38,470 --> 00:03:37,280 experience while on board the triangular 91 00:03:40,229 --> 00:03:38,480 craft 92 00:03:42,630 --> 00:03:40,239 and then moving forward to events from 93 00:03:43,830 --> 00:03:42,640 later in his life after his time in the 94 00:03:46,470 --> 00:03:43,840 military 95 00:03:50,540 --> 00:03:46,480 in this the 55th episode 96 00:03:56,070 --> 00:03:53,750 [Music] 97 00:03:59,110 --> 00:03:56,080 as we begin this week's episode just to 98 00:04:01,589 --> 00:03:59,120 note that this is part two of a two-part 99 00:04:03,190 --> 00:04:01,599 series we're doing on the experiences of 100 00:04:04,869 --> 00:04:03,200 terry lovelace 101 00:04:06,070 --> 00:04:04,879 so if you have not heard the first part 102 00:04:09,030 --> 00:04:06,080 of this series i would go back and 103 00:04:13,030 --> 00:04:09,040 listen to that first episode 54 and then 104 00:04:15,750 --> 00:04:13,040 come back and check out this episode 55. 105 00:04:18,069 --> 00:04:15,760 now terry lovelace's experiences are 106 00:04:20,150 --> 00:04:18,079 documented in his book incident at 107 00:04:22,629 --> 00:04:20,160 devil's den a true story by terry 108 00:04:25,030 --> 00:04:22,639 lovelace he's also written a second book 109 00:04:27,189 --> 00:04:25,040 titled devil's den the reckoning which 110 00:04:30,310 --> 00:04:27,199 covers additional experiences as well as 111 00:04:31,990 --> 00:04:30,320 additional recollections he had later on 112 00:04:33,749 --> 00:04:32,000 as well as a section that includes 113 00:04:36,150 --> 00:04:33,759 letters he received from other people 114 00:04:37,830 --> 00:04:36,160 who've had similarly bizarre incidents 115 00:04:40,790 --> 00:04:37,840 in their life 116 00:04:42,629 --> 00:04:40,800 now last week we left off after terry 117 00:04:44,870 --> 00:04:42,639 and his friend toby had returned from 118 00:04:46,550 --> 00:04:44,880 this camping trip that turned into an 119 00:04:49,510 --> 00:04:46,560 abduction experience 120 00:04:52,390 --> 00:04:49,520 chance 121 00:04:54,629 --> 00:04:52,400 rather both of these men had concluded 122 00:04:57,270 --> 00:04:54,639 that this seems to have been a setup 123 00:04:59,670 --> 00:04:57,280 that their entire decision to go to a 124 00:05:02,070 --> 00:04:59,680 remote location like devil's den and 125 00:05:04,310 --> 00:05:02,080 even from within that a very remote 126 00:05:07,270 --> 00:05:04,320 location from within that camping ground 127 00:05:10,310 --> 00:05:07,280 was actually a suggestion implanted by 128 00:05:12,550 --> 00:05:10,320 these others by these alien beings and 129 00:05:14,710 --> 00:05:12,560 just to be even more clear about that 130 00:05:18,150 --> 00:05:14,720 they were directed to go to a specific 131 00:05:20,310 --> 00:05:18,160 meadow which is cleared and in some ways 132 00:05:22,469 --> 00:05:20,320 you could argue it's the perfect size 133 00:05:25,990 --> 00:05:22,479 for a landing spot for that massive 134 00:05:27,270 --> 00:05:26,000 triangular ufo they later encounter 135 00:05:29,990 --> 00:05:27,280 in fact one of the people that 136 00:05:33,110 --> 00:05:30,000 interviewed terry levelace on a podcast 137 00:05:36,150 --> 00:05:33,120 was able to with google maps google 138 00:05:38,790 --> 00:05:36,160 earth was able to locate this particular 139 00:05:40,469 --> 00:05:38,800 meadow and even today it is cleared 140 00:05:42,469 --> 00:05:40,479 which is very interesting in fact terry 141 00:05:44,070 --> 00:05:42,479 lovelace wonders aloud if there's 142 00:05:45,749 --> 00:05:44,080 something to that 143 00:05:47,749 --> 00:05:45,759 perhaps there's some agreement going on 144 00:05:50,950 --> 00:05:47,759 and that this is a known location where 145 00:05:53,510 --> 00:05:50,960 this large triangular craft lands 146 00:05:55,270 --> 00:05:53,520 whatever the case that location is still 147 00:05:57,350 --> 00:05:55,280 there you can find it on google earth 148 00:05:59,350 --> 00:05:57,360 and it's still cleared and you can see 149 00:06:01,430 --> 00:05:59,360 the size of the craft because remember 150 00:06:03,189 --> 00:06:01,440 in his account he talks about the 151 00:06:05,270 --> 00:06:03,199 triangular craft pretty much taking up 152 00:06:07,749 --> 00:06:05,280 the entire meadow so by looking at that 153 00:06:10,390 --> 00:06:07,759 location at devil's den state park you 154 00:06:12,469 --> 00:06:10,400 get a sense of the size of the craft 155 00:06:15,189 --> 00:06:12,479 they encountered 156 00:06:16,870 --> 00:06:15,199 now once they left that area and went 157 00:06:18,070 --> 00:06:16,880 back home they left early if you 158 00:06:19,270 --> 00:06:18,080 remember because they were quite 159 00:06:21,350 --> 00:06:19,280 distraught 160 00:06:23,270 --> 00:06:21,360 and confused after their experience 161 00:06:25,110 --> 00:06:23,280 their abduction experience 162 00:06:26,629 --> 00:06:25,120 they went back home and then because 163 00:06:28,230 --> 00:06:26,639 they were in rough shape 164 00:06:31,510 --> 00:06:28,240 they were taken to the hospital the 165 00:06:33,990 --> 00:06:31,520 military hospital by both of their wives 166 00:06:36,469 --> 00:06:34,000 and then after an interview that was 167 00:06:38,150 --> 00:06:36,479 part of that examination at the hospital 168 00:06:39,749 --> 00:06:38,160 certain things must have been said by 169 00:06:41,830 --> 00:06:39,759 both men that even though they were 170 00:06:44,150 --> 00:06:41,840 trying to keep under wraps what actually 171 00:06:47,510 --> 00:06:44,160 happened they never mentioned abduction 172 00:06:48,390 --> 00:06:47,520 or ufo they said enough to trip certain 173 00:06:50,309 --> 00:06:48,400 flags 174 00:06:52,870 --> 00:06:50,319 that got the attention of the upper 175 00:06:55,909 --> 00:06:52,880 echelons of the military establishment 176 00:06:58,550 --> 00:06:55,919 which resulted in two agents showing up 177 00:07:00,790 --> 00:06:58,560 to interrogate both these men 178 00:07:02,469 --> 00:07:00,800 now as these things often work the two 179 00:07:04,309 --> 00:07:02,479 men were separated so they don't know 180 00:07:06,070 --> 00:07:04,319 what each of them said 181 00:07:08,070 --> 00:07:06,080 terry recounts his particular 182 00:07:10,390 --> 00:07:08,080 interrogation experience 183 00:07:12,070 --> 00:07:10,400 and then even more shockingly he's 184 00:07:14,230 --> 00:07:12,080 quickly given a bunch of papers that 185 00:07:15,589 --> 00:07:14,240 he's asked to sign again he's still in 186 00:07:16,629 --> 00:07:15,599 very rough shape he's still very 187 00:07:19,189 --> 00:07:16,639 confused 188 00:07:21,430 --> 00:07:19,199 and yet they basically under duress 189 00:07:23,749 --> 00:07:21,440 force him to sign these papers 190 00:07:26,390 --> 00:07:23,759 one of them is an nda saying he will 191 00:07:28,629 --> 00:07:26,400 never share these experiences so that's 192 00:07:30,390 --> 00:07:28,639 interesting in itself because by coming 193 00:07:31,909 --> 00:07:30,400 out by writing this book and sharing 194 00:07:34,469 --> 00:07:31,919 these experiences 195 00:07:36,710 --> 00:07:34,479 terry is actually breaking that nda and 196 00:07:38,870 --> 00:07:36,720 he admits that's what he's doing but at 197 00:07:40,629 --> 00:07:38,880 this point in his retirement age he 198 00:07:42,309 --> 00:07:40,639 doesn't care he feels like it's 199 00:07:44,390 --> 00:07:42,319 important that he comes forward for the 200 00:07:46,150 --> 00:07:44,400 sake of other experiencers and so that 201 00:07:48,869 --> 00:07:46,160 the general public will understand 202 00:07:51,749 --> 00:07:48,879 what's been going on and perhaps what 203 00:07:54,150 --> 00:07:51,759 the military already knows about it now 204 00:07:56,869 --> 00:07:54,160 in addition to signing an nda a 205 00:07:58,469 --> 00:07:56,879 non-disclosure agreement he also kind of 206 00:08:00,070 --> 00:07:58,479 unknowingly because these papers were 207 00:08:02,309 --> 00:08:00,080 just shuffled in front of him one after 208 00:08:05,270 --> 00:08:02,319 another and he signed away he also 209 00:08:07,110 --> 00:08:05,280 agreed to have a hypnosis session done 210 00:08:08,950 --> 00:08:07,120 and when he actually later questioned 211 00:08:11,350 --> 00:08:08,960 the agents and wondered why he was being 212 00:08:12,710 --> 00:08:11,360 hypnotized they said well you signed 213 00:08:14,469 --> 00:08:12,720 right here saying you were willing to do 214 00:08:16,869 --> 00:08:14,479 this in addition to us searching your 215 00:08:18,950 --> 00:08:16,879 house and your vehicle etc do you want 216 00:08:21,430 --> 00:08:18,960 to renege on those agreements that you 217 00:08:22,790 --> 00:08:21,440 signed and at that point terry isn't 218 00:08:25,029 --> 00:08:22,800 sure what to do 219 00:08:27,110 --> 00:08:25,039 but this agent says if you want to 220 00:08:28,150 --> 00:08:27,120 renege you can that's within your rights 221 00:08:31,110 --> 00:08:28,160 and then i'll see you at your 222 00:08:33,430 --> 00:08:31,120 court-martial so clearly he is bluffing 223 00:08:35,829 --> 00:08:33,440 there but a young terry again he was a 224 00:08:37,430 --> 00:08:35,839 young man in his early 20s at this point 225 00:08:38,630 --> 00:08:37,440 feels the pressure he doesn't want to be 226 00:08:41,589 --> 00:08:38,640 in trouble he certainly doesn't want to 227 00:08:43,509 --> 00:08:41,599 be court-martialed so he agrees to this 228 00:08:45,110 --> 00:08:43,519 hypnosis session 229 00:08:46,870 --> 00:08:45,120 now this is very interesting because 230 00:08:49,910 --> 00:08:46,880 everything that's happened up until now 231 00:08:52,389 --> 00:08:49,920 the response of the military suggests to 232 00:08:54,230 --> 00:08:52,399 terry in reflection and i have to agree 233 00:08:56,949 --> 00:08:54,240 with him that there seems to be some 234 00:08:59,110 --> 00:08:56,959 degree of knowledge by the military 235 00:09:01,590 --> 00:08:59,120 something about this experience tripped 236 00:09:03,750 --> 00:09:01,600 certain flags that they were looking out 237 00:09:05,750 --> 00:09:03,760 for that it seems like they were aware 238 00:09:08,070 --> 00:09:05,760 of these abduction experiences that they 239 00:09:10,870 --> 00:09:08,080 can happen that they do happen and that 240 00:09:12,550 --> 00:09:10,880 they interrogate military personnel when 241 00:09:14,550 --> 00:09:12,560 they do happen 242 00:09:17,110 --> 00:09:14,560 and speaking of that the knowledge of 243 00:09:19,110 --> 00:09:17,120 the military seems to go beyond that and 244 00:09:21,030 --> 00:09:19,120 some of that becomes clear in the midst 245 00:09:23,269 --> 00:09:21,040 of this interrogation which included 246 00:09:25,590 --> 00:09:23,279 this hypnotic regression session that 247 00:09:27,590 --> 00:09:25,600 terry was subjected to 248 00:09:29,990 --> 00:09:27,600 and i now want to jump to that part of 249 00:09:31,350 --> 00:09:30,000 the book where the interrogation is 250 00:09:33,190 --> 00:09:31,360 described 251 00:09:35,190 --> 00:09:33,200 so in this next section i quote from 252 00:09:37,590 --> 00:09:35,200 just remember that at this point terry 253 00:09:39,509 --> 00:09:37,600 has been put under hypnotic regression 254 00:09:41,750 --> 00:09:39,519 although he has resisted it and he 255 00:09:44,150 --> 00:09:41,760 believes that he is not fully under 256 00:09:44,949 --> 00:09:44,160 despite this agent thinking that he's 257 00:09:47,269 --> 00:09:44,959 under 258 00:09:49,910 --> 00:09:47,279 now this person conducting this 259 00:09:52,470 --> 00:09:49,920 interrogation this hypnotic regression 260 00:09:55,269 --> 00:09:52,480 was actually a major in the air force 261 00:09:58,470 --> 00:09:55,279 but he asks terry to call him brad again 262 00:10:00,070 --> 00:09:58,480 that's a method used to make terry relax 263 00:10:02,870 --> 00:10:00,080 and then this is what happened next 264 00:10:05,350 --> 00:10:02,880 during that hypnotic regression quote 265 00:10:07,590 --> 00:10:05,360 brad asked you and tobias saw the stars 266 00:10:09,910 --> 00:10:07,600 first then the triangle and what did you 267 00:10:12,310 --> 00:10:09,920 see next we watched the ship come in 268 00:10:13,750 --> 00:10:12,320 from just three little lights it climbed 269 00:10:16,870 --> 00:10:13,760 up and over us 270 00:10:19,269 --> 00:10:16,880 god it was so big but we weren't afraid 271 00:10:20,389 --> 00:10:19,279 toby wasn't scared either we just went 272 00:10:22,389 --> 00:10:20,399 to sleep 273 00:10:23,509 --> 00:10:22,399 we were so tired and we just weren't 274 00:10:25,110 --> 00:10:23,519 interested 275 00:10:27,750 --> 00:10:25,120 i was reliving the whole thing in my 276 00:10:30,389 --> 00:10:27,760 mind and it was terrifying i could hear 277 00:10:32,389 --> 00:10:30,399 the major addressing the two agents 278 00:10:35,269 --> 00:10:32,399 i've seen this dozens of times before he 279 00:10:37,910 --> 00:10:35,279 said there is alien apathy and alien 280 00:10:39,190 --> 00:10:37,920 amnesia there are two separate phenomena 281 00:10:40,389 --> 00:10:39,200 it's common 282 00:10:42,310 --> 00:10:40,399 unquote 283 00:10:44,790 --> 00:10:42,320 so i mentioned this in passing last week 284 00:10:46,470 --> 00:10:44,800 it's very interesting here while this 285 00:10:49,509 --> 00:10:46,480 hypnotic regression session is being 286 00:10:51,509 --> 00:10:49,519 conducted and all three men present 287 00:10:53,750 --> 00:10:51,519 believe that terry is actually under and 288 00:10:55,670 --> 00:10:53,760 won't remember any of this part the 289 00:10:57,509 --> 00:10:55,680 major is turning and addressing these 290 00:11:00,790 --> 00:10:57,519 two other agents the agents that were 291 00:11:03,269 --> 00:11:00,800 first on the scene to interrogate terry 292 00:11:05,350 --> 00:11:03,279 and he says that this alien apathy in 293 00:11:07,670 --> 00:11:05,360 alien amnesia these are the terms he 294 00:11:09,829 --> 00:11:07,680 used are common 295 00:11:12,069 --> 00:11:09,839 now let's jump back into the book 296 00:11:14,470 --> 00:11:12,079 quoting again from the book quote 297 00:11:16,630 --> 00:11:14,480 the major resumed the interrogation you 298 00:11:18,230 --> 00:11:16,640 weren't interested and you went to bed 299 00:11:19,190 --> 00:11:18,240 what time did you enter your tent that 300 00:11:21,509 --> 00:11:19,200 night 301 00:11:23,750 --> 00:11:21,519 right before their ship docked i said it 302 00:11:25,829 --> 00:11:23,760 landed in the field about midnight but 303 00:11:28,550 --> 00:11:25,839 it was never on the ground it stayed 304 00:11:30,790 --> 00:11:28,560 about 30 feet over the meadow floor 305 00:11:33,110 --> 00:11:30,800 brad it just hung there i said as i 306 00:11:35,269 --> 00:11:33,120 watched it all play out in my head i was 307 00:11:37,829 --> 00:11:35,279 amazed at the images i saw but they were 308 00:11:40,150 --> 00:11:37,839 familiar too it was like seeing an old 309 00:11:42,310 --> 00:11:40,160 friend you'd not seen in years 310 00:11:44,150 --> 00:11:42,320 brad said terry tell me about the 311 00:11:45,990 --> 00:11:44,160 spaceship in the meadow what did it look 312 00:11:48,870 --> 00:11:46,000 like what did you see 313 00:11:50,870 --> 00:11:48,880 i said a giant triangle of a spaceship 314 00:11:53,750 --> 00:11:50,880 it was hundreds of feet across it was 315 00:11:56,230 --> 00:11:53,760 huge it was so incredible i can see it 316 00:11:59,190 --> 00:11:56,240 now it was as fresh in my mind as what i 317 00:12:02,069 --> 00:11:59,200 had had for breakfast it was right there 318 00:12:04,870 --> 00:12:02,079 i paused i saw it all again and wanted 319 00:12:07,509 --> 00:12:04,880 to imprint it in my memory forever 320 00:12:09,190 --> 00:12:07,519 i said it was right there and it was so 321 00:12:11,350 --> 00:12:09,200 big it filled the meadow like a 322 00:12:13,509 --> 00:12:11,360 five-story building 323 00:12:15,750 --> 00:12:13,519 good terry that must have been exciting 324 00:12:17,269 --> 00:12:15,760 for you tell me about the ship 325 00:12:20,150 --> 00:12:17,279 when they took you and you were inside 326 00:12:22,629 --> 00:12:20,160 with toby what did you see inside 327 00:12:25,110 --> 00:12:22,639 incredible things i said this had to be 328 00:12:26,629 --> 00:12:25,120 one of their bigger ones i added almost 329 00:12:28,470 --> 00:12:26,639 as a matter of fact 330 00:12:31,829 --> 00:12:28,480 my conscious mind stopped playing the 331 00:12:34,150 --> 00:12:31,839 music it dawned on me he knows all about 332 00:12:37,190 --> 00:12:34,160 them already he is spot on with 333 00:12:39,350 --> 00:12:37,200 everything it was no star the son of a 334 00:12:41,190 --> 00:12:39,360 knew it was no star it was a 335 00:12:44,230 --> 00:12:41,200 goddamn spaceship 336 00:12:46,230 --> 00:12:44,240 how did he know how could he know he's 337 00:12:47,829 --> 00:12:46,240 leading me down a path to find out how 338 00:12:50,069 --> 00:12:47,839 much i know 339 00:12:51,269 --> 00:12:50,079 go on terry you're doing well now what 340 00:12:54,150 --> 00:12:51,279 did you see 341 00:12:55,910 --> 00:12:54,160 i said it was a big ship brad a large 342 00:12:58,550 --> 00:12:55,920 one it was different than the flying 343 00:13:00,949 --> 00:12:58,560 saucers and the giant ship i saw before 344 00:13:03,350 --> 00:13:00,959 it wasn't silver and it wasn't shiny it 345 00:13:05,430 --> 00:13:03,360 was a matte finish i'd call it very dark 346 00:13:08,069 --> 00:13:05,440 gray or black kind of like the black 347 00:13:09,750 --> 00:13:08,079 diamond we saw over kilo 5. 348 00:13:11,590 --> 00:13:09,760 by the way that's another sighting he'd 349 00:13:13,750 --> 00:13:11,600 had earlier on 350 00:13:15,509 --> 00:13:13,760 finishing off the quote quote it had 351 00:13:17,269 --> 00:13:15,519 lights on each corner that ran from the 352 00:13:18,470 --> 00:13:17,279 bottom to the top 353 00:13:20,069 --> 00:13:18,480 unquote 354 00:13:21,990 --> 00:13:20,079 now we're going to jump to the section 355 00:13:24,870 --> 00:13:22,000 of the hypnotic regression where terry 356 00:13:27,509 --> 00:13:24,880 describes the beings he saw inside this 357 00:13:29,430 --> 00:13:27,519 massive triangular craft and this part's 358 00:13:31,990 --> 00:13:29,440 very interesting because he encounters 359 00:13:34,470 --> 00:13:32,000 what looked to be not just humanoid but 360 00:13:37,350 --> 00:13:34,480 human beings that even seem to be in 361 00:13:39,670 --> 00:13:37,360 some kind of military regalia 362 00:13:42,230 --> 00:13:39,680 quoting from the book again quote 363 00:13:43,910 --> 00:13:42,240 brad's voice startled me go on terry and 364 00:13:45,990 --> 00:13:43,920 tell me what you see 365 00:13:47,269 --> 00:13:46,000 disturbed by the unaccountable period i 366 00:13:49,750 --> 00:13:47,279 began again 367 00:13:51,990 --> 00:13:49,760 it was black and five stories tall it 368 00:13:54,949 --> 00:13:52,000 was enormous there were three saucers 369 00:13:57,430 --> 00:13:54,959 situated inside like plains on a carrier 370 00:13:59,670 --> 00:13:57,440 parked below deck there was a crowd of 371 00:14:01,990 --> 00:13:59,680 people too we're all waiting for our 372 00:14:04,550 --> 00:14:02,000 turn on the table the space people 373 00:14:05,430 --> 00:14:04,560 control us the taller aliens are milling 374 00:14:07,750 --> 00:14:05,440 about 375 00:14:09,509 --> 00:14:07,760 they are the ones who control everything 376 00:14:11,750 --> 00:14:09,519 if one of them looks at you it's like 377 00:14:13,590 --> 00:14:11,760 being naked they can see and know 378 00:14:15,829 --> 00:14:13,600 everything in your mind that was the 379 00:14:18,310 --> 00:14:15,839 scariest thing so i avoided looking at 380 00:14:19,430 --> 00:14:18,320 them how many humans did you see brad 381 00:14:22,230 --> 00:14:19,440 asked 382 00:14:24,550 --> 00:14:22,240 50 or 60 a lot of people some of the 383 00:14:25,670 --> 00:14:24,560 human beings were crew members they 384 00:14:27,269 --> 00:14:25,680 ignored us 385 00:14:28,949 --> 00:14:27,279 tell me terry tell me what the human 386 00:14:31,350 --> 00:14:28,959 crew members wore 387 00:14:33,430 --> 00:14:31,360 i said tan colored flight suits with 388 00:14:35,189 --> 00:14:33,440 orange insignias of rank on their 389 00:14:38,150 --> 00:14:35,199 shoulders i said 390 00:14:40,790 --> 00:14:38,160 that created a stir i heard gregory say 391 00:14:42,470 --> 00:14:40,800 son of a and then he said quote 392 00:14:45,030 --> 00:14:42,480 terry you'll forget about the men in 10 393 00:14:46,150 --> 00:14:45,040 flight suits tell me where did they take 394 00:14:48,069 --> 00:14:46,160 you next 395 00:14:49,990 --> 00:14:48,079 gregory wanted to know 396 00:14:51,910 --> 00:14:50,000 in retrospect i think he wanted to shift 397 00:14:52,790 --> 00:14:51,920 my focus away from the men dressed in 398 00:14:54,949 --> 00:14:52,800 tan 399 00:14:58,310 --> 00:14:54,959 terry turn your head now and look terry 400 00:14:59,910 --> 00:14:58,320 tell me about the aquariums unquote now 401 00:15:01,829 --> 00:14:59,920 just jumping a little bit further 402 00:15:03,670 --> 00:15:01,839 forward terry comes across these 403 00:15:05,509 --> 00:15:03,680 aquariums when he's being led down this 404 00:15:07,030 --> 00:15:05,519 part of the ship towards some sort of 405 00:15:07,829 --> 00:15:07,040 medical procedure that's going to be 406 00:15:10,069 --> 00:15:07,839 done 407 00:15:11,670 --> 00:15:10,079 and he notices these aquariums off to 408 00:15:14,550 --> 00:15:11,680 his side 409 00:15:16,790 --> 00:15:14,560 and brad keys in on this he says quote 410 00:15:18,550 --> 00:15:16,800 terry turn your head now and look terry 411 00:15:19,430 --> 00:15:18,560 tell me about the aquariums what do you 412 00:15:22,230 --> 00:15:19,440 see 413 00:15:23,590 --> 00:15:22,240 terry responds they are big fish tanks 414 00:15:25,350 --> 00:15:23,600 inside them 415 00:15:27,590 --> 00:15:25,360 i thought they were puppies at first 416 00:15:30,710 --> 00:15:27,600 reptilian lizard-like things floating in 417 00:15:32,150 --> 00:15:30,720 pink water they were ugly with big eyes 418 00:15:34,629 --> 00:15:32,160 one twitched 419 00:15:37,110 --> 00:15:34,639 i must have screamed brad forced me to 420 00:15:39,110 --> 00:15:37,120 look terry they're images from the past 421 00:15:41,189 --> 00:15:39,120 and they can't hurt you now how many 422 00:15:43,350 --> 00:15:41,199 aquariums do you see 423 00:15:45,829 --> 00:15:43,360 a hundred or more aquariums i said they 424 00:15:47,670 --> 00:15:45,839 cover a whole wall there is pink water 425 00:15:50,470 --> 00:15:47,680 inside and some are bigger 426 00:15:53,030 --> 00:15:50,480 they look like no hell no these are 427 00:15:55,030 --> 00:15:53,040 human beings how can this be 428 00:15:56,389 --> 00:15:55,040 these can't be living human beings they 429 00:15:58,870 --> 00:15:56,399 are different 430 00:16:00,949 --> 00:15:58,880 oh god they are not like us one moved 431 00:16:02,550 --> 00:16:00,959 again its head turned towards us and 432 00:16:03,829 --> 00:16:02,560 it's i blinked 433 00:16:05,509 --> 00:16:03,839 unquote 434 00:16:08,389 --> 00:16:05,519 so before we move on to this section 435 00:16:10,870 --> 00:16:08,399 where an examination then happens let's 436 00:16:13,350 --> 00:16:10,880 first reflect on what we just read to be 437 00:16:15,829 --> 00:16:13,360 crystal clear here what seems to be 438 00:16:18,230 --> 00:16:15,839 implied by terry is that when he 439 00:16:20,870 --> 00:16:18,240 recognizes human beings in what seemed 440 00:16:23,269 --> 00:16:20,880 to be military regalia of some sort or 441 00:16:25,269 --> 00:16:23,279 another he believes the reactions of 442 00:16:27,749 --> 00:16:25,279 these three men these three agents the 443 00:16:29,749 --> 00:16:27,759 major and the two other agents suggest 444 00:16:32,150 --> 00:16:29,759 to him that they know about these kinds 445 00:16:35,189 --> 00:16:32,160 of human beings and that they're 446 00:16:37,829 --> 00:16:35,199 disturbed that actually an abductee like 447 00:16:40,150 --> 00:16:37,839 terry actually remembers so they're not 448 00:16:42,629 --> 00:16:40,160 surprised that human beings were on 449 00:16:43,990 --> 00:16:42,639 board but rather that terry can actually 450 00:16:46,389 --> 00:16:44,000 remember it and then they try to give 451 00:16:48,790 --> 00:16:46,399 him a hypnotic suggestion so that he 452 00:16:51,430 --> 00:16:48,800 will not remember that specific part of 453 00:16:52,949 --> 00:16:51,440 the encounter very curious i'm sure 454 00:16:54,710 --> 00:16:52,959 you'll agree 455 00:16:57,189 --> 00:16:54,720 alright so now let's jump ahead to when 456 00:16:59,509 --> 00:16:57,199 the examination is about to start 457 00:17:01,509 --> 00:16:59,519 quoting from the book again quote 458 00:17:04,309 --> 00:17:01,519 what's about to start terry 459 00:17:05,750 --> 00:17:04,319 the examination i say they do medical 460 00:17:06,630 --> 00:17:05,760 things and hurt me while i'm on the 461 00:17:08,710 --> 00:17:06,640 table 462 00:17:10,309 --> 00:17:08,720 i fill my lungs with air to scream and 463 00:17:12,949 --> 00:17:10,319 nothing comes out 464 00:17:15,429 --> 00:17:12,959 oh god help me please there's a tall one 465 00:17:16,710 --> 00:17:15,439 there don't look at me oh god he's going 466 00:17:19,270 --> 00:17:16,720 to look at me 467 00:17:20,789 --> 00:17:19,280 sensing my anxiety brad squeezed my hand 468 00:17:22,789 --> 00:17:20,799 and said softly 469 00:17:24,949 --> 00:17:22,799 relax now terry and tell me about the 470 00:17:26,309 --> 00:17:24,959 tall one he can't hurt you now tell me 471 00:17:28,630 --> 00:17:26,319 about him 472 00:17:31,270 --> 00:17:28,640 he's not benign or malevolent if he 473 00:17:33,110 --> 00:17:31,280 could talk he'd say nothing personal 474 00:17:35,029 --> 00:17:33,120 just doing my job man 475 00:17:37,190 --> 00:17:35,039 he's a different type of entity a 476 00:17:40,390 --> 00:17:37,200 different animal entirely he's 477 00:17:42,789 --> 00:17:40,400 insect-like and as tall as the aliens 478 00:17:44,470 --> 00:17:42,799 the grey ones are their drones to do his 479 00:17:46,470 --> 00:17:44,480 bidding and help him 480 00:17:49,270 --> 00:17:46,480 they are worker bees what does the 481 00:17:50,789 --> 00:17:49,280 insect thing want with you brad asked 482 00:17:53,110 --> 00:17:50,799 i think they are trying to learn our 483 00:17:55,510 --> 00:17:53,120 anatomy learn how we work 484 00:17:57,190 --> 00:17:55,520 they show no empathy whatsoever and just 485 00:17:58,710 --> 00:17:57,200 go about their business 486 00:18:00,950 --> 00:17:58,720 they hurt me with instruments and 487 00:18:01,990 --> 00:18:00,960 mechanical stainless steel probes and 488 00:18:03,830 --> 00:18:02,000 knives 489 00:18:05,190 --> 00:18:03,840 there are tools that hang from a low 490 00:18:06,870 --> 00:18:05,200 dome ceiling 491 00:18:09,590 --> 00:18:06,880 everything is white porcelain and 492 00:18:11,990 --> 00:18:09,600 stainless steel i'm restrained and they 493 00:18:14,630 --> 00:18:12,000 did medical things to me i tried to tell 494 00:18:17,510 --> 00:18:14,640 them i wasn't anesthetized i was less 495 00:18:19,510 --> 00:18:17,520 than a human being i was their lab rat 496 00:18:20,870 --> 00:18:19,520 then they make me forget and everything 497 00:18:23,909 --> 00:18:20,880 will be okay 498 00:18:25,590 --> 00:18:23,919 unquote now speaking of this examination 499 00:18:28,230 --> 00:18:25,600 i'd like to jump forward to a section 500 00:18:31,350 --> 00:18:28,240 where this tall insectoid-like being 501 00:18:34,390 --> 00:18:31,360 who's conducting the medical examination 502 00:18:36,390 --> 00:18:34,400 seems to grow frustrated that terry is 503 00:18:38,630 --> 00:18:36,400 making so much noise putting up such a 504 00:18:40,710 --> 00:18:38,640 fuss and this again touches on what i 505 00:18:43,830 --> 00:18:40,720 talked about last week in terms of the 506 00:18:45,669 --> 00:18:43,840 misapprehension of human psychology 507 00:18:47,830 --> 00:18:45,679 by these others they seem to not 508 00:18:50,150 --> 00:18:47,840 understand how we work they still seem 509 00:18:52,150 --> 00:18:50,160 to make faulty assumptions about how to 510 00:18:54,950 --> 00:18:52,160 handle us quoting from that section of 511 00:18:57,510 --> 00:18:54,960 the book quote i heard his voice inside 512 00:18:59,990 --> 00:18:57,520 my head i heard it as clearly as any 513 00:19:02,870 --> 00:19:00,000 spoken word he told me i had to stop 514 00:19:05,110 --> 00:19:02,880 screaming he said you know us we will 515 00:19:08,150 --> 00:19:05,120 not harm you you will go back and you 516 00:19:09,909 --> 00:19:08,160 will not remember so why do you scream 517 00:19:12,230 --> 00:19:09,919 he touched my right temple again and i 518 00:19:13,750 --> 00:19:12,240 immediately lost consciousness until 519 00:19:16,230 --> 00:19:13,760 they took me back 520 00:19:17,669 --> 00:19:16,240 unquote now again this is fascinating 521 00:19:19,750 --> 00:19:17,679 and this again speaks to the 522 00:19:22,310 --> 00:19:19,760 misunderstanding the misapprehension of 523 00:19:25,029 --> 00:19:22,320 our psychology this being assumes that 524 00:19:26,710 --> 00:19:25,039 since brad knows he will be taken back 525 00:19:28,630 --> 00:19:26,720 he won't ultimately be harmed that 526 00:19:31,190 --> 00:19:28,640 there's no logical reason for him to 527 00:19:33,350 --> 00:19:31,200 scream but of course terry is screaming 528 00:19:35,430 --> 00:19:33,360 because the moment is painful what 529 00:19:36,470 --> 00:19:35,440 they're doing in that present moment is 530 00:19:38,150 --> 00:19:36,480 painful 531 00:19:39,990 --> 00:19:38,160 again this seems to speak to a 532 00:19:42,789 --> 00:19:40,000 disconnect in terms of the way we 533 00:19:45,350 --> 00:19:42,799 communicate with them and vice versa now 534 00:19:47,830 --> 00:19:45,360 just as a quick reminder all of this is 535 00:19:50,070 --> 00:19:47,840 part of that hypnotic regression and at 536 00:19:52,470 --> 00:19:50,080 the end of this regression this major is 537 00:19:54,789 --> 00:19:52,480 going to use a hypnotic suggestion 538 00:19:56,470 --> 00:19:54,799 so that they hope anyway terry will not 539 00:19:58,789 --> 00:19:56,480 remember any of this that they will have 540 00:20:01,350 --> 00:19:58,799 recovered the intel but terry won't 541 00:20:03,830 --> 00:20:01,360 remember anything not consciously and so 542 00:20:05,430 --> 00:20:03,840 this major says quote terry in just a 543 00:20:07,990 --> 00:20:05,440 moment i'll take these ugly memories 544 00:20:10,149 --> 00:20:08,000 away forever you will forget everything 545 00:20:11,909 --> 00:20:10,159 that happened to you at devil's den you 546 00:20:14,470 --> 00:20:11,919 will forget that big ship and the 547 00:20:17,029 --> 00:20:14,480 aquariums the men in tan uniforms with 548 00:20:19,430 --> 00:20:17,039 orange insignias you will forget your 549 00:20:21,750 --> 00:20:19,440 trip to the moon the things you saw and 550 00:20:23,350 --> 00:20:21,760 the things you were told about the moon 551 00:20:25,029 --> 00:20:23,360 you will forget everything that happened 552 00:20:27,510 --> 00:20:25,039 to you at devil's den and you will 553 00:20:28,710 --> 00:20:27,520 forget everything that happened to toby 554 00:20:31,029 --> 00:20:28,720 ready 555 00:20:33,430 --> 00:20:31,039 unquote and then he takes terry through 556 00:20:36,310 --> 00:20:33,440 a count up and then has terry reach up 557 00:20:38,630 --> 00:20:36,320 and switch off a light mentally speaking 558 00:20:39,909 --> 00:20:38,640 so as to close the session and again 559 00:20:42,149 --> 00:20:39,919 they are hoping that terry will not 560 00:20:43,909 --> 00:20:42,159 remember anything at that point and just 561 00:20:45,669 --> 00:20:43,919 to clarify you should probably read the 562 00:20:47,669 --> 00:20:45,679 book if you want to know all the details 563 00:20:48,630 --> 00:20:47,679 i do recommend it incident at devil's 564 00:20:50,149 --> 00:20:48,640 den 565 00:20:52,789 --> 00:20:50,159 but in that section there there was 566 00:20:54,630 --> 00:20:52,799 reference to the moon as part of terry's 567 00:20:56,710 --> 00:20:54,640 time on board that craft they actually 568 00:20:59,830 --> 00:20:56,720 show him the back side of the moon where 569 00:21:01,510 --> 00:20:59,840 he supposedly sees a full city structure 570 00:21:03,029 --> 00:21:01,520 and that there are human beings on the 571 00:21:05,190 --> 00:21:03,039 moon as well and they have been there 572 00:21:08,549 --> 00:21:05,200 for decades apparently that's what he's 573 00:21:10,470 --> 00:21:08,559 told by a specific hybrid being again i 574 00:21:13,909 --> 00:21:10,480 think this speaks to the fact that these 575 00:21:15,470 --> 00:21:13,919 experiences these encounters are complex 576 00:21:17,669 --> 00:21:15,480 while they can be shocking and 577 00:21:19,029 --> 00:21:17,679 discombobulating and ontologically 578 00:21:21,190 --> 00:21:19,039 confusing 579 00:21:23,430 --> 00:21:21,200 and while they are painful often 580 00:21:25,029 --> 00:21:23,440 especially during the medical procedures 581 00:21:28,230 --> 00:21:25,039 it's not as simple as saying they are 582 00:21:29,830 --> 00:21:28,240 malevolent or nefarious and terry goes 583 00:21:32,230 --> 00:21:29,840 out of his way to say that we just read 584 00:21:32,950 --> 00:21:32,240 that section and in addition to all of 585 00:21:35,190 --> 00:21:32,960 that 586 00:21:37,270 --> 00:21:35,200 while all this is happening all of these 587 00:21:39,669 --> 00:21:37,280 strange bizarre bewildering and 588 00:21:40,950 --> 00:21:39,679 sometimes painful experiences remember 589 00:21:41,990 --> 00:21:40,960 even when he comes back from the 590 00:21:44,870 --> 00:21:42,000 abduction 591 00:21:46,630 --> 00:21:44,880 both he and toby are in a lot of pain 592 00:21:48,230 --> 00:21:46,640 every bone in their body aches is the 593 00:21:50,710 --> 00:21:48,240 way he puts it 594 00:21:53,669 --> 00:21:50,720 but while all this is going on terry 595 00:21:55,830 --> 00:21:53,679 actually has a hybrid watcher this 596 00:21:58,470 --> 00:21:55,840 female figure that seems to be part grey 597 00:22:01,270 --> 00:21:58,480 alien and part human who tries to 598 00:22:02,470 --> 00:22:01,280 encourage him tries to show compassion 599 00:22:04,470 --> 00:22:02,480 towards him 600 00:22:07,110 --> 00:22:04,480 tries to counsel him through this entire 601 00:22:09,430 --> 00:22:07,120 experience and indeed it is she who 602 00:22:11,990 --> 00:22:09,440 later warns him about what the military 603 00:22:14,070 --> 00:22:12,000 may do not the aliens and we'll get to 604 00:22:16,390 --> 00:22:14,080 that in a moment but i first want to 605 00:22:19,270 --> 00:22:16,400 jump forward to a section later on in 606 00:22:20,230 --> 00:22:19,280 the book much later on where terry finds 607 00:22:23,590 --> 00:22:20,240 himself 608 00:22:25,909 --> 00:22:23,600 waking up sitting in his family room and 609 00:22:27,830 --> 00:22:25,919 before we jump into that section again i 610 00:22:30,870 --> 00:22:27,840 just want to remind you that these 611 00:22:32,950 --> 00:22:30,880 experiences for many people like terry 612 00:22:35,990 --> 00:22:32,960 happen over a lifetime 613 00:22:39,029 --> 00:22:36,000 and in fact terry remembers this female 614 00:22:41,909 --> 00:22:39,039 figure this female hybrid human figure 615 00:22:44,149 --> 00:22:41,919 from childhood even in fact he realizes 616 00:22:46,870 --> 00:22:44,159 only in retrospect that the reason why 617 00:22:49,029 --> 00:22:46,880 his actual asian neighbor who was a 618 00:22:51,830 --> 00:22:49,039 woman that lived next door to them made 619 00:22:54,789 --> 00:22:51,840 him feel uneasy is because she reminded 620 00:22:57,750 --> 00:22:54,799 him of this hybrid being this hybrid 621 00:22:59,750 --> 00:22:57,760 female entity who had been his guide 622 00:23:02,710 --> 00:22:59,760 ever since childhood 623 00:23:05,110 --> 00:23:02,720 very interesting now she reappears again 624 00:23:07,750 --> 00:23:05,120 after a long period where he'd had no 625 00:23:09,270 --> 00:23:07,760 contact with these aliens whatsoever and 626 00:23:12,549 --> 00:23:09,280 this is the section we're going to jump 627 00:23:14,230 --> 00:23:12,559 to in the book now later in the 2000s 628 00:23:15,190 --> 00:23:14,240 quoting from that section of the book 629 00:23:17,590 --> 00:23:15,200 quote 630 00:23:20,070 --> 00:23:17,600 when i opened my eyes i found myself in 631 00:23:22,789 --> 00:23:20,080 our family room i was seated upright in 632 00:23:24,549 --> 00:23:22,799 my chair and sweating profusely 633 00:23:27,029 --> 00:23:24,559 i could see the alarm panel from my 634 00:23:27,990 --> 00:23:27,039 chair the alarm was set and had not been 635 00:23:30,070 --> 00:23:28,000 triggered 636 00:23:32,070 --> 00:23:30,080 never in my life have i walked in my 637 00:23:34,470 --> 00:23:32,080 sleep not once 638 00:23:37,990 --> 00:23:34,480 seated directly across from me is what i 639 00:23:40,710 --> 00:23:38,000 first mistook to be a small asian woman 640 00:23:43,029 --> 00:23:40,720 i would estimate her height at four feet 641 00:23:45,190 --> 00:23:43,039 she wore oversized sunglasses that hid 642 00:23:46,149 --> 00:23:45,200 her large almond eyes and part of her 643 00:23:48,070 --> 00:23:46,159 face 644 00:23:50,789 --> 00:23:48,080 she wore a red head scarf she had 645 00:23:51,830 --> 00:23:50,799 loosely tied to hide her pencil thin 646 00:23:54,230 --> 00:23:51,840 neck 647 00:23:55,590 --> 00:23:54,240 aside from the red scarf she was dressed 648 00:23:57,669 --> 00:23:55,600 all in black 649 00:24:00,390 --> 00:23:57,679 black blouse buttoned to the top with 650 00:24:02,070 --> 00:24:00,400 long sleeves that partially hid the four 651 00:24:05,350 --> 00:24:02,080 very long digits 652 00:24:07,269 --> 00:24:05,360 her pants and shoes were also black she 653 00:24:10,070 --> 00:24:07,279 sat casually with a non-threatening 654 00:24:13,430 --> 00:24:10,080 posture my first thought was the men in 655 00:24:16,230 --> 00:24:13,440 black or the mib who supposedly confront 656 00:24:17,990 --> 00:24:16,240 people who've had ufo experiences 657 00:24:19,750 --> 00:24:18,000 their alleged goal is to dissuade 658 00:24:21,190 --> 00:24:19,760 witnesses from telling others about 659 00:24:23,430 --> 00:24:21,200 their experience 660 00:24:26,549 --> 00:24:23,440 honestly i thought the mib stories were 661 00:24:28,390 --> 00:24:26,559 urban legend and just a movie plot but 662 00:24:29,830 --> 00:24:28,400 even urban legends sometimes have a 663 00:24:32,870 --> 00:24:29,840 kernel of truth 664 00:24:34,950 --> 00:24:32,880 i felt mildly sedated the house was 665 00:24:37,350 --> 00:24:34,960 silent except for my breathing 666 00:24:40,390 --> 00:24:37,360 i caught that strange ionized scent in 667 00:24:42,789 --> 00:24:40,400 the air and the hair on my arm stood up 668 00:24:44,710 --> 00:24:42,799 i thought to call out for my wife but i 669 00:24:46,950 --> 00:24:44,720 knew she wouldn't wake up 670 00:24:50,549 --> 00:24:46,960 they made sure of that too 671 00:24:52,710 --> 00:24:50,559 i recall that in 1987 my wife woke up to 672 00:24:53,909 --> 00:24:52,720 find a tiny woman standing at the edge 673 00:24:56,789 --> 00:24:53,919 of our bed 674 00:24:59,110 --> 00:24:56,799 she spoke telepathically and told her 675 00:25:00,870 --> 00:24:59,120 quote everything is okay go back to 676 00:25:03,990 --> 00:25:00,880 sleep unquote 677 00:25:06,149 --> 00:25:04,000 an entity possibly the same entity now 678 00:25:08,549 --> 00:25:06,159 sitting across from me may have visited 679 00:25:10,630 --> 00:25:08,559 our home in 1987 680 00:25:11,669 --> 00:25:10,640 and never tripped the alarm or disturbed 681 00:25:13,430 --> 00:25:11,679 the dog 682 00:25:17,510 --> 00:25:13,440 i guess i shouldn't be surprised to find 683 00:25:19,029 --> 00:25:17,520 her in my home a second time unquote 684 00:25:21,269 --> 00:25:19,039 now just to be clear this is in the 685 00:25:23,350 --> 00:25:21,279 2000s much later on 686 00:25:25,669 --> 00:25:23,360 and again she's here to comfort him and 687 00:25:28,230 --> 00:25:25,679 to warn him to some degree jumping back 688 00:25:29,830 --> 00:25:28,240 into that section of the book quote i 689 00:25:31,669 --> 00:25:29,840 was certain i met her during that 690 00:25:32,870 --> 00:25:31,679 abduction and probably a long time 691 00:25:34,710 --> 00:25:32,880 before that 692 00:25:36,870 --> 00:25:34,720 the voice i heard in my head came as 693 00:25:38,870 --> 00:25:36,880 plainly as a spoken word 694 00:25:41,110 --> 00:25:38,880 she spoke with perfect english grammar 695 00:25:43,750 --> 00:25:41,120 with no discernible accent 696 00:25:45,590 --> 00:25:43,760 she responded to my thoughts immediately 697 00:25:48,070 --> 00:25:45,600 yes i'm that woman 698 00:25:51,430 --> 00:25:48,080 no you will not be taken tonight no more 699 00:25:54,310 --> 00:25:51,440 examinations ever i promise 700 00:25:56,549 --> 00:25:54,320 her promise ebbed my fear by a degree 701 00:25:59,669 --> 00:25:56,559 very soon all my fears had vanished i 702 00:26:01,909 --> 00:25:59,679 wasn't surprised unquote 703 00:26:03,750 --> 00:26:01,919 so just to set the stage here remember 704 00:26:06,149 --> 00:26:03,760 this is decades later this is in the 705 00:26:08,870 --> 00:26:06,159 2000s when terry is actually 706 00:26:11,350 --> 00:26:08,880 contemplating writing a book and taking 707 00:26:13,510 --> 00:26:11,360 this information public including the 708 00:26:15,110 --> 00:26:13,520 information that was supposedly 709 00:26:17,029 --> 00:26:15,120 classified and part of his 710 00:26:19,590 --> 00:26:17,039 non-disclosure agreement 711 00:26:21,830 --> 00:26:19,600 now she's come to warn him about the 712 00:26:25,110 --> 00:26:21,840 consequences if he goes ahead with his 713 00:26:27,510 --> 00:26:25,120 plan for disclosure jumping into that 714 00:26:29,510 --> 00:26:27,520 conversation from the book quote 715 00:26:31,350 --> 00:26:29,520 what could i know that is so important 716 00:26:33,669 --> 00:26:31,360 lots of people write books and openly 717 00:26:35,029 --> 00:26:33,679 discuss their experiences why am i 718 00:26:37,669 --> 00:26:35,039 singled out 719 00:26:39,669 --> 00:26:37,679 she was unequivocal you know things and 720 00:26:42,390 --> 00:26:39,679 you have seen images of things that are 721 00:26:43,909 --> 00:26:42,400 crucial to their shared agenda 722 00:26:46,630 --> 00:26:43,919 they are important to both your 723 00:26:48,549 --> 00:26:46,640 government and to my hosts you are not 724 00:26:50,870 --> 00:26:48,559 aware of their importance and you can't 725 00:26:52,710 --> 00:26:50,880 discern which memories are sensitive and 726 00:26:54,630 --> 00:26:52,720 should not be disclosed 727 00:26:56,149 --> 00:26:54,640 to remove them now would cause you great 728 00:26:58,310 --> 00:26:56,159 harm 729 00:26:59,190 --> 00:26:58,320 it was difficult to stay on topic i 730 00:27:01,269 --> 00:26:59,200 asked 731 00:27:03,350 --> 00:27:01,279 is this thing in my leg tied to all of 732 00:27:06,390 --> 00:27:03,360 this by the way as a quick aside he 733 00:27:08,549 --> 00:27:06,400 found an implant in his leg at one point 734 00:27:10,470 --> 00:27:08,559 jumping back into the book quote 735 00:27:12,070 --> 00:27:10,480 how many people have been tagged with an 736 00:27:14,070 --> 00:27:12,080 implant like mine 737 00:27:15,669 --> 00:27:14,080 i wanted to know but i wasn't prepared 738 00:27:17,909 --> 00:27:15,679 for the answer 739 00:27:20,389 --> 00:27:17,919 many many thousands over three 740 00:27:23,590 --> 00:27:20,399 generations was her reply 741 00:27:25,750 --> 00:27:23,600 i was stunned by her answer i asked her 742 00:27:28,310 --> 00:27:25,760 please answer two questions for me what 743 00:27:30,070 --> 00:27:28,320 is the purpose of this thing in my leg 744 00:27:31,990 --> 00:27:30,080 are you here to persuade me to not 745 00:27:34,789 --> 00:27:32,000 disclose what i know 746 00:27:37,510 --> 00:27:34,799 her answers continued to astonish me 747 00:27:39,269 --> 00:27:37,520 you have devices in both of your legs 748 00:27:41,590 --> 00:27:39,279 they serve a purpose and they have 749 00:27:43,590 --> 00:27:41,600 caused you no harm if you continue to 750 00:27:46,710 --> 00:27:43,600 speak publicly and if you publish your 751 00:27:49,510 --> 00:27:46,720 book my hosts will recover them that is 752 00:27:51,750 --> 00:27:49,520 the limit of my host's concern 753 00:27:54,230 --> 00:27:51,760 then it occurred to me my left leg had 754 00:27:55,830 --> 00:27:54,240 never been x-rayed i have two of these 755 00:27:57,590 --> 00:27:55,840 things inside of me 756 00:28:00,549 --> 00:27:57,600 my next thought was 757 00:28:02,470 --> 00:28:00,559 why how can the devices be removed 758 00:28:05,350 --> 00:28:02,480 my host will not allow you to have them 759 00:28:07,669 --> 00:28:05,360 removed here and analyzed by terrestrial 760 00:28:08,950 --> 00:28:07,679 scientists for their composition 761 00:28:11,510 --> 00:28:08,960 they won't harm you and you'll 762 00:28:13,830 --> 00:28:11,520 experience no pain they'll remove them 763 00:28:16,070 --> 00:28:13,840 from your body while you're sleeping 764 00:28:19,110 --> 00:28:16,080 your government also has interests in 765 00:28:21,830 --> 00:28:19,120 you and in your devices she added 766 00:28:24,389 --> 00:28:21,840 i asked i still don't understand can you 767 00:28:26,310 --> 00:28:24,399 answer plainly these things in my leg 768 00:28:28,549 --> 00:28:26,320 what purpose do they serve 769 00:28:31,350 --> 00:28:28,559 the devices have many purposes the 770 00:28:33,590 --> 00:28:31,360 concern among all is that once disclosed 771 00:28:35,990 --> 00:28:33,600 they will support your claims your 772 00:28:38,070 --> 00:28:36,000 government will not allow it they will 773 00:28:39,430 --> 00:28:38,080 first attempt to discredit you she said 774 00:28:41,830 --> 00:28:39,440 with emphasis 775 00:28:43,350 --> 00:28:41,840 who are your hosts i asked it seemed 776 00:28:45,590 --> 00:28:43,360 like such an odd way to refer to 777 00:28:48,230 --> 00:28:45,600 whatever entities she worked for 778 00:28:50,230 --> 00:28:48,240 host can be a verb as in to host a 779 00:28:52,549 --> 00:28:50,240 dinner party it can also be used to 780 00:28:55,350 --> 00:28:52,559 reference a symbiotic relationship that 781 00:28:57,510 --> 00:28:55,360 can be mutualistic or parasitic 782 00:28:59,990 --> 00:28:57,520 she gave an eloquent reply 783 00:29:02,230 --> 00:29:00,000 you call them aliens i refer to them as 784 00:29:03,350 --> 00:29:02,240 my hosts because they are not alien to 785 00:29:05,190 --> 00:29:03,360 me 786 00:29:06,230 --> 00:29:05,200 with that question answered i asked 787 00:29:08,310 --> 00:29:06,240 again 788 00:29:10,470 --> 00:29:08,320 a lot of people write books speak in 789 00:29:13,110 --> 00:29:10,480 public and in the media on the topic of 790 00:29:15,269 --> 00:29:13,120 extraterrestrial beings visiting earth 791 00:29:17,350 --> 00:29:15,279 why would my government not allow me to 792 00:29:20,630 --> 00:29:17,360 disclose these things why is my 793 00:29:22,310 --> 00:29:20,640 information any different unquote now at 794 00:29:24,950 --> 00:29:22,320 this point terry is still somewhat 795 00:29:27,510 --> 00:29:24,960 confused if you noticed earlier 796 00:29:29,830 --> 00:29:27,520 this hybrid being suggested that at 797 00:29:32,310 --> 00:29:29,840 first the government would attempt to 798 00:29:34,470 --> 00:29:32,320 discredit terry but their attempts to 799 00:29:36,950 --> 00:29:34,480 stop his move for disclosure would not 800 00:29:39,350 --> 00:29:36,960 stop there in fact the most poignant 801 00:29:42,149 --> 00:29:39,360 moment is when she says to terry quote 802 00:29:43,830 --> 00:29:42,159 your government will kill you unquote 803 00:29:46,070 --> 00:29:43,840 and here she's referring to what they 804 00:29:49,350 --> 00:29:46,080 will do the government if terry 805 00:29:51,510 --> 00:29:49,360 continues with his plan to go public 806 00:29:53,269 --> 00:29:51,520 now at this point i'd like to step back 807 00:29:55,430 --> 00:29:53,279 and reflect on everything we've talked 808 00:29:58,070 --> 00:29:55,440 about everything we've read from this 809 00:30:00,870 --> 00:29:58,080 book both in this episode and in the 810 00:30:03,110 --> 00:30:00,880 previous one episode 54. 811 00:30:05,909 --> 00:30:03,120 this clearly is yet another case of a 812 00:30:07,110 --> 00:30:05,919 human being who's experienced abduction 813 00:30:10,230 --> 00:30:07,120 accounts 814 00:30:12,470 --> 00:30:10,240 repeatedly over the course of a lifetime 815 00:30:13,909 --> 00:30:12,480 but along with that we have to remember 816 00:30:15,669 --> 00:30:13,919 that there are often 817 00:30:18,070 --> 00:30:15,679 long periods of time where nothing 818 00:30:20,470 --> 00:30:18,080 apparently happens sometimes decades can 819 00:30:22,789 --> 00:30:20,480 go by for people like terry lovelace 820 00:30:24,549 --> 00:30:22,799 when nothing really happens at least 821 00:30:26,710 --> 00:30:24,559 nothing that's conscious because again 822 00:30:28,230 --> 00:30:26,720 part of the challenge here is that just 823 00:30:30,950 --> 00:30:28,240 because you don't remember something 824 00:30:33,029 --> 00:30:30,960 happening doesn't mean it hasn't 825 00:30:35,430 --> 00:30:33,039 in fact often it's only after he's 826 00:30:37,590 --> 00:30:35,440 experienced some kind of associative 827 00:30:40,549 --> 00:30:37,600 triggering event in his life that 828 00:30:43,190 --> 00:30:40,559 suddenly a memory surfaces because again 829 00:30:45,269 --> 00:30:43,200 the challenge here is that these others 830 00:30:47,830 --> 00:30:45,279 can control our memories they can take 831 00:30:49,750 --> 00:30:47,840 memories away they can cover over them 832 00:30:51,750 --> 00:30:49,760 with screen memories and they can 833 00:30:54,070 --> 00:30:51,760 implant false memories there's some 834 00:30:56,870 --> 00:30:54,080 evidence for that as well so being able 835 00:30:59,190 --> 00:30:56,880 to actually ascertain what has actually 836 00:31:02,230 --> 00:30:59,200 happened over the course of a life when 837 00:31:04,789 --> 00:31:02,240 you are an abductee or a contactee is 838 00:31:08,149 --> 00:31:04,799 very complex the degree to which they 839 00:31:11,830 --> 00:31:08,159 can control our actions our thinking our 840 00:31:14,389 --> 00:31:11,840 feelings and our behavior is astounding 841 00:31:17,190 --> 00:31:14,399 now speaking of triggering associative 842 00:31:20,310 --> 00:31:17,200 kind of events that happen that do end 843 00:31:22,149 --> 00:31:20,320 up surfacing memories in terry's case 844 00:31:23,830 --> 00:31:22,159 there were some very bizarre ones for 845 00:31:26,789 --> 00:31:23,840 instance one time he was walking with 846 00:31:29,430 --> 00:31:26,799 his wife in the mall rounded a corner 847 00:31:31,110 --> 00:31:29,440 and saw mannequins in a store window and 848 00:31:33,590 --> 00:31:31,120 that was enough for him to suddenly have 849 00:31:36,230 --> 00:31:33,600 memories of grey aliens that alone 850 00:31:37,669 --> 00:31:36,240 suddenly made his heart rate race to the 851 00:31:39,750 --> 00:31:37,679 point where he feared that he was 852 00:31:41,750 --> 00:31:39,760 actually going to have a heart attack 853 00:31:43,909 --> 00:31:41,760 and this came out of nowhere nothing had 854 00:31:45,830 --> 00:31:43,919 been happening recently to suggest that 855 00:31:48,789 --> 00:31:45,840 anything like this was going to happen 856 00:31:51,029 --> 00:31:48,799 we also mentioned how his asian neighbor 857 00:31:53,590 --> 00:31:51,039 this female asian neighbor was enough to 858 00:31:56,630 --> 00:31:53,600 trigger discomfort in him though he 859 00:31:58,630 --> 00:31:56,640 couldn't at the time understand why in 860 00:32:00,710 --> 00:31:58,640 fact when we can't relate this back to 861 00:32:02,870 --> 00:32:00,720 some memory we assume it must be 862 00:32:04,789 --> 00:32:02,880 something about that person themselves 863 00:32:06,310 --> 00:32:04,799 as it turns out it was nothing about 864 00:32:08,630 --> 00:32:06,320 this lady it turns out this neighbor 865 00:32:09,990 --> 00:32:08,640 lady was very friendly and would often 866 00:32:12,389 --> 00:32:10,000 bake cookies and whatnot for the 867 00:32:14,630 --> 00:32:12,399 neighborhood kids the reason why she 868 00:32:17,750 --> 00:32:14,640 made him uncomfortable as a kid was 869 00:32:20,630 --> 00:32:17,760 because she reminded him unconsciously 870 00:32:22,950 --> 00:32:20,640 of this hybrid being this hybrid watcher 871 00:32:25,190 --> 00:32:22,960 being that we just discussed 872 00:32:27,830 --> 00:32:25,200 and just to really highlight this aspect 873 00:32:29,909 --> 00:32:27,840 of the phenomenon where abductees will 874 00:32:31,990 --> 00:32:29,919 suddenly have triggering events that 875 00:32:33,350 --> 00:32:32,000 bring back memories that are somewhat 876 00:32:35,350 --> 00:32:33,360 traumatic 877 00:32:37,269 --> 00:32:35,360 when terry went and actually saw 878 00:32:39,750 --> 00:32:37,279 counseling at one point and had some 879 00:32:42,149 --> 00:32:39,760 brain scans done it was clear to the 880 00:32:44,470 --> 00:32:42,159 therapist who was very compassionate and 881 00:32:47,029 --> 00:32:44,480 empathetic that terry was showing all 882 00:32:49,590 --> 00:32:47,039 the signs of ptsd this was actually 883 00:32:52,470 --> 00:32:49,600 showing up in the tests they ran on him 884 00:32:54,549 --> 00:32:52,480 and she asked him again empathetically 885 00:32:56,549 --> 00:32:54,559 what kind of events had he been through 886 00:32:58,070 --> 00:32:56,559 that would bring about the eventuality 887 00:33:00,630 --> 00:32:58,080 where he was showing signs of 888 00:33:02,710 --> 00:33:00,640 post-traumatic stress disorder 889 00:33:04,470 --> 00:33:02,720 again she knew from his history that he 890 00:33:06,149 --> 00:33:04,480 had not actually been in combat when he 891 00:33:07,669 --> 00:33:06,159 was in the military he never left the 892 00:33:10,230 --> 00:33:07,679 united states 893 00:33:12,630 --> 00:33:10,240 even when they found the implant in his 894 00:33:15,190 --> 00:33:12,640 knee they wondered if that was shrapnel 895 00:33:16,870 --> 00:33:15,200 from warfare but again terry had never 896 00:33:18,630 --> 00:33:16,880 been in combat 897 00:33:20,470 --> 00:33:18,640 and to this therapist's credit she 898 00:33:22,230 --> 00:33:20,480 actually believed him although he was 899 00:33:24,310 --> 00:33:22,240 very hesitant to say much about the 900 00:33:26,470 --> 00:33:24,320 abductions at all she knew there was 901 00:33:28,310 --> 00:33:26,480 something he was not saying and she said 902 00:33:30,710 --> 00:33:28,320 to him that whatever he had experienced 903 00:33:33,029 --> 00:33:30,720 it clearly was real enough that it had 904 00:33:35,509 --> 00:33:33,039 resulted in a classic case of 905 00:33:37,269 --> 00:33:35,519 post-traumatic stress disorder and in 906 00:33:39,669 --> 00:33:37,279 fact she was ready to refer him to 907 00:33:42,310 --> 00:33:39,679 someone else who actually also had had 908 00:33:44,549 --> 00:33:42,320 experiences with something like ufos or 909 00:33:46,710 --> 00:33:44,559 aliens that was a therapist that she 910 00:33:49,029 --> 00:33:46,720 thought could help him 911 00:33:50,950 --> 00:33:49,039 now as we step back from a case like 912 00:33:52,870 --> 00:33:50,960 that of terry lovelace and the many 913 00:33:55,990 --> 00:33:52,880 people like him who've experienced these 914 00:33:58,149 --> 00:33:56,000 kinds of encounters over a lifetime 915 00:34:00,389 --> 00:33:58,159 i think a couple things are clear 916 00:34:02,870 --> 00:34:00,399 number one this is a complex 917 00:34:05,029 --> 00:34:02,880 multi-faceted phenomenon involving 918 00:34:07,830 --> 00:34:05,039 abductions apparent hybridization 919 00:34:10,550 --> 00:34:07,840 programs memory adjustment behavior 920 00:34:13,109 --> 00:34:10,560 modification and on it goes 921 00:34:15,270 --> 00:34:13,119 in terry lovelace's case he's mostly 922 00:34:17,669 --> 00:34:15,280 made peace with these events looking 923 00:34:19,510 --> 00:34:17,679 back over the course of his lifetime he 924 00:34:22,069 --> 00:34:19,520 doesn't believe they mean him harm or 925 00:34:23,909 --> 00:34:22,079 meant him harm at any point in his life 926 00:34:25,829 --> 00:34:23,919 nevertheless there's no doubt that the 927 00:34:28,310 --> 00:34:25,839 experience was traumatic was 928 00:34:30,710 --> 00:34:28,320 discombobulating was ontologically 929 00:34:32,149 --> 00:34:30,720 shocking and therefore even if people 930 00:34:34,869 --> 00:34:32,159 ultimately end up seeing these 931 00:34:36,869 --> 00:34:34,879 experiences as positive or neutral i 932 00:34:40,310 --> 00:34:36,879 would argue that our response to people 933 00:34:42,550 --> 00:34:40,320 to experiencers abductees contact these 934 00:34:45,750 --> 00:34:42,560 should first and foremost be one of 935 00:34:48,069 --> 00:34:45,760 patience and compassion 936 00:34:50,310 --> 00:34:48,079 now before we sign off for this edition 937 00:34:52,790 --> 00:34:50,320 of point of convergence i want to bring 938 00:34:55,109 --> 00:34:52,800 to your attention a new project i've 939 00:34:58,390 --> 00:34:55,119 undertaken which is titled liminal 940 00:35:00,310 --> 00:34:58,400 frames liminal frames will be a podcast 941 00:35:02,950 --> 00:35:00,320 of which the episodes will also be 942 00:35:05,109 --> 00:35:02,960 published to my youtube channel at exo 943 00:35:08,470 --> 00:35:05,119 academian where i am joined with my 944 00:35:11,190 --> 00:35:08,480 co-host nathan also known as a wave soul 945 00:35:14,230 --> 00:35:11,200 on twitter to embark upon a twice a 946 00:35:16,390 --> 00:35:14,240 month 90 minute or so conversational 947 00:35:19,829 --> 00:35:16,400 dialogue around issues to do with the 948 00:35:22,790 --> 00:35:19,839 ufo phenomenon high strangeness and all 949 00:35:24,870 --> 00:35:22,800 other aspects of paranormality 950 00:35:26,630 --> 00:35:24,880 i'm very excited about this new venture 951 00:35:29,030 --> 00:35:26,640 and i'm quite confident that if you 952 00:35:32,230 --> 00:35:29,040 enjoy point of convergence you're also 953 00:35:34,470 --> 00:35:32,240 going to very much enjoy liminal frames 954 00:35:36,950 --> 00:35:34,480 and speaking of that this upcoming 955 00:35:39,349 --> 00:35:36,960 monday only a couple of days from now 956 00:35:41,430 --> 00:35:39,359 the inaugural edition of liminal frames 957 00:35:43,349 --> 00:35:41,440 will be published again it will be its 958 00:35:45,270 --> 00:35:43,359 own dedicated podcast so if you're 959 00:35:47,670 --> 00:35:45,280 listening on a podcast platform right 960 00:35:49,910 --> 00:35:47,680 now you'll want to find liminal frames 961 00:35:53,030 --> 00:35:49,920 on your platform of choice and by the 962 00:35:56,470 --> 00:35:53,040 way heads up the word frames is spelled 963 00:35:59,190 --> 00:35:56,480 with a ph not an f ph playing off 964 00:36:01,510 --> 00:35:59,200 phenomenon of course so liminal frames 965 00:36:03,030 --> 00:36:01,520 with a ph for frames 966 00:36:04,950 --> 00:36:03,040 and if you're listening on my youtube 967 00:36:07,670 --> 00:36:04,960 channel you'll be able to find the 968 00:36:09,670 --> 00:36:07,680 liminal frames episodes right here 969 00:36:11,589 --> 00:36:09,680 again i hope you tune in the first 970 00:36:13,829 --> 00:36:11,599 episode's already been recorded gets 971 00:36:15,910 --> 00:36:13,839 released on monday i'm really happy with 972 00:36:19,430 --> 00:36:15,920 how it turned out and i hope you'll join 973 00:36:22,069 --> 00:36:19,440 nathan and i in an ongoing engaging and 974 00:36:24,950 --> 00:36:22,079 entertaining discussion around the ufo 975 00:36:27,510 --> 00:36:24,960 phenomenon and colorizing anomalous 976 00:36:29,910 --> 00:36:27,520 phenomena that's coming monday 977 00:36:31,589 --> 00:36:29,920 and on that note we've come to the close 978 00:36:33,670 --> 00:36:31,599 of another edition of the point of 979 00:36:35,750 --> 00:36:33,680 convergence podcast if you'd like to 980 00:36:36,829 --> 00:36:35,760 support this podcast you can do so by 981 00:36:38,550 --> 00:36:36,839 going to 982 00:36:40,390 --> 00:36:38,560 patreon.com 983 00:36:42,550 --> 00:36:40,400 exo academia 984 00:36:44,390 --> 00:36:42,560 but until next time friends from deep 985 00:36:47,750 --> 00:36:44,400 within the blue ridge mountains of north 986 00:36:51,030 --> 00:36:47,760 carolina this is exo academian signing